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| I wonder if people really do care...
and then God shows me they do. | | |
| I've been thinking a lot lately, been writing a lot, and been whining a lot. I hate people who whine all the time, so why do I whine in almost every entry on this thing? I'm such a hypocrite.
I need a new layout...any of you agree? Leave me comments!!!
I <3 YOU | | |
| Today was a kind of good day. Actually it was really good. We had a lockdown in school during the middle of second period, so that class was about an hour long instead of 45 minutes as usual. It was fun, make 3rd period like 10 minutes long. In broadcasting we're doing set design then designing our own sets for our own tv shows and building them. Should be some fun stuff right there!!! | | |
| My current theme song with the lord:
RELIENT K LYRICS
"Maintain Consciousness"
Our concentration it contains a deadly flaw
our conversations change from words to blah, blah blah
we took prescription drugs but look how much good that did
well I think I had a point, but I just got distracted
Lately it just seems to me
like we've got the letters A.D.D.
branded into our mentality
we simply can't focus on anything
because its
17, 18, 19 routine
and here at 23 it's the same old me
and that one thing of the moment
that we all happen to like will
only very temporarily
kinda break the cycle
of the double edged sword
of being lazy and being bored
we just want more and more and more
till it's all we can afford
to keep our eyes open for just one more day
to keep on hoping that we'll stumble on a way
to keep our minds open for just one more day
cause its completely up to us
to maintain consciousness
well no one can possibly listen to this
more than 4 reps is just monotonous
we're losing interest, losing interest, losing interest | | |
| I know a lot of people complain about their parents, but I'm not complaining anymore. I'm telling you that they hate me, I'm telling you that they don't care, and I'm telling you that no matter what I do I'm not accepted within my own house. I've been asked the question before "why do you always seem to be such a loner?" well I guess that's why. If I can't be interactive in my house, how can I be outside in the world? I try to make friends, but then I get afraid after awhile that they'll ditch me and make another friend that in some way is better than me.
PARANOIA TAKES OVER | | |
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